How to Purchase the Light Code Oracle Deck

I have received questions about my Light Code Oracle deck since my last post about taking a break from blogging in order to undergo some intense inner-healing work. Currently the editing of the guidebook, packaging and deck itself is on hold. I am not sure when/if I will continue the process. However, the deck itself, as-is, has been published on The Game Crafter website and is available for purchase.

Here is a link to purchase the Light Code Oracle deck:

Purchase the Light Code Oracle deck


Price: $19.99 plus Shipping, handling and insurance
Quantity: 48 cards
Dimensions: 2.75″ x 4.75″
Material: 305gsm black-core matt cardstock
Cut type: Steel

If, at a later date, I complete the guidebook, then I will make it available to purchase separately from the deck if the Game Crafter website allows me to do so. I am not sure at this time if that is an option. If it is not, then I can email a PDF of the guidebook to those of you who purchase the deck without the box and guidebook. There will be no additional charge for the PDF.

I can edit the published deck and add a tuck box and guidebook at any time. If/when I do this, I will post an update in this blog. If I add a guidebook and box there will be a price increase. Of how much, I cannot say at this time because I do not know how much the box and guidebook will cost me. I am estimating the purchase price of the deck with guidebook and tuck box will be between $29.99-$31.99.

My original intent for the oracle deck was to have the complete set finished by the end of this summer. Completion meant the deck, box and guidebook would be available for sale via the Game Crafter website, and Maybe one day it will be. Until then, I hope you enjoy the deck itself and I encourage you to leave feedback either at the Game Crafter website or via an email to me at

If you have any questions about how to interpret a specific card, please email me along with proof of purchase and I will provide it’s description if I have already written it. If I do not have it written yet, I will do my best to write it so that I can provide it to you. I want the cards to be helpful, not confusing.

Here are some better images of some of the cards in the deck:



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A False Path

At this time I have concluded that the “walk-in”-“soul exchange” path was misunderstood by myself. The “walk-in” message I received in 2015 was merely a heads up for the one week period of time in late May when another aspect walked along with me (the existing soul). There was never to be a permanent soul exchange and never did a soul exchange/walk-in occur prior to 2015.

The past few days have revealed much to me. It is now obvious to me that my strong desire to exit life (avoidance) resulted in the “deluded belief” that at some point another entire soul aspect would take over this body allowing me to escape the mundane and all the responsibilities that go along with it.

I have determined that at this time I need outside help to assist me in locating and eradicating that which led to all these deluded beliefs. In a sense, I feel that my previous diagnosis as Bipolar I with psychotic tendencies may have in fact been accurate all those years ago. Does that mean I’m mentally unstable? Some would say so while others would not. I don’t believe all that I have experienced is false or the result of some mental disorder; however, I do believe mental disorders can arise from spiritually profound experiences such as what I have had (Kundalini first and foremost). It is a question of, “Which came first, the chicken or the egg?” All I know is that the two are linked and considering my family history of schizophrenia, mental illness is a real possibility.

As my own personal “treatment” I have to stop buying into the walk-in/soul exchange phenomenon. It is harmful to me to continue to associate with others with similar beliefs as it only exacerbates my tendencies to believe the unbelievable and feeds my own “grandiose” delusions. Thus, for the time being I will not be posting in this blog anymore. Whether I will ever post again, I don’t know.

My path now is one of healing and reintegration back into the mainstream. I will be returning to my previous path, the one I was on before 2014.




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Oracle Deck Update – Cards Finished

Exciting news for you all. 🙂 I just finished creating and editing the last 24 cards of my oracle deck! Here is a screen shot of what they look like:


In addition to creating the cards, I also ordered a full deck to check the print quality of a new publishing company I found online. This one is called The Game Crafter. Their design specifications and upload process were easier than the site. And to my surprise the cost of the deck with shipping was affordable.

The big bonuses of using this new site is that I can sell my deck through their online store and obtain a copyright by using them as my publisher. On top of that, I can create a booklet to go along with my deck using a template on their website. I have yet to take that step, though, as my book is less than half complete. I am really wanting to see how the deck looks and feels first.  I may decide to add more cards still. Who knows? I am not closing the door on the possibility of more paintings/cards.

When the deck arrives I will decide what my next step is. I will either wait and paint more paintings, upping the size by another 12-24 cards OR I will move on and begin writing the guidebook for the deck. If I opt for moving on, then I will be asking for volunteers to test out the deck without the booklet. The reason it would be without the booklet is because I would like to get an idea of their intuitive reaction to the cards. How is their guidance using the cards to relay messages? Would layout options be helpful? Stuff like that. 🙂

The deck won’t be ready for shipment until June 20th so in the meanwhile I will be working on the booklet. If I happen to get inspiration for another painting or two then I will go with it.

So far, the MSRP for the deck when sold on the game crafter website will be $24.99. This can be edited, though, but the less I charge, the less profit I make because the website gets a commission. Yeah. Sigh. You all feel free to chime in about what you think on the price. The more feedback I have, the better.

Here are a couple of the new cards up close. Two of my favorites:


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Reading for June 10th-30th – Go With the Flow

Here is a video I completed early today. In it I share my last four paintings. I have completed 48 paintings and 48 cards! Wow! Afterward I do a five card spread on the remainder of the month of June.

Here is an image of the spread for those of you who need a visual. I show the cards individually in the video but sometimes seeing the entire spread is helpful.


The positions of the above cards mean the following:

Center – The problem (current state)
Left – The unknown or what is hidden (guidance)
Bottom – What is behind the person (past issues)
Right – What is known by the person (the obvious)
Top – What is needed for resolution.

The extra card (top right) fell out while I was shuffling. When a card falls out it is usually something additional that my guidance wants to relay.

The final card was this one, thus the title of the reading:


From the Osho Zen Tarot

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Light Language for an Open Heart

Received this transmission from the Pleiades during the full moon.

You may notice the sound of water as you listen, though it is very slight. This is because the Light Language came to me while I was taking a bath. lol Another strange thing is that I brought all my quartz crystals into the bath with me, oh and one jade crystal. Then I laid them out on my body from my belly button to my heart placing the jade in the center of my chest over my heart chakra. That is when the Light Language started coming through. I got my daughter to grab my phone and made the recording even though I was in the bath (lol) because I knew it was important.

I have never taken a bath with my crystals and I have no idea why I grabbed them and tossed them in. And the placement of them on my body was also a first. It was like I created a crystal grid on my body. I also added Melaleuca (Tea Tree) oil and Gardenia oil to the water. I have been drawn to Melaleuca for a while now. It has strong purifying properties.

Anyway, I know, weird, but then I am weird so there you go. 🙂

Oh and for you grammar nazi’s out there,  I know I misspelled “received” in the intro slide of the video but I am too tired to bother and correct it.

Enjoy the intense energy of June’s full moon! Today I have a lovely headache and am quite unmotivated and tired. Guess all the super charged energy is finally taking its toll on me.

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Painting in Acrylic: Judgment

Here is the other painting I completed today. This one was last minute and the symbols revealed themselves at it’s completion. This painting marks the last painting in my goal of 24 to make my oracle deck 48 cards. I am finished. 🙂 Or I could just be getting started and there could be 24 more cards. I haven’t decided yet.


When painting this I had major third-eye buzzing throughout. I also began to feel a bit ungrounded and even a little dizzy at one point.  There was a sense of needing to reach a resolution or come to a decision in my life. I did not ponder on this, though. Like with the last painting, I was thoroughly enmeshed in the process of painting. Little if anything was on my mind.

At one point I heard, “Duality”. I heard it when I was noticing that the left side is much lighter than the right. It is like light and dark exist within it. As well as all of duality from night and day to good and evil or innocent and guilty.

I have always been one who can see both sides of the coin. It has made my friends and family angry with me more than once because when they come to me to complain or get my opinion about some issue in their lives I always see both perspectives quite clearly. It is hard for me to take sides and I generally prefer not to. What one sees as bad, the other sees as good and that’s is the whole reason they disagree to begin with! Yet when it comes to my own problems I want to be right the same as anyone. Placing blame and passing judgement on others and myself is common place.

One might think this painting would be sending the message of “Balance” and I did consider that as a name. But it quickly vanished. It was not meant to convey balance because balance in inherent in everything. In fact, imbalance is the illusion. It is us who create imbalance. It is us who pass judgement both on ourselves and others. That is the point of the painting, to get the viewer to consider their own opinions and judgments and how they impact their experience.



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Painting in Acrylic: Growth

Completed two paintings today. This is the first. I received the symbol in a vision yesterday morning. I didn’t know the name until the painting was finished.


While painting I felt calm and focused. There really wasn’t much on my mind. I was too focused to really think but my third-eye began to buzz when I added the symbol.

The message of this painting is simple – we are here in this physical universe, in these physical bodies, to experience and grow. We choose to Forget so that we can learn about ourselves and experience first-hand the cycles of life and death and all they entail. There is always growth in this process, whether we recognize it or not. We are never in decline. We are never lacking. There is, of course, the growth from infant, to child, to adolescent, to adult, to middle age and into old age. But there is also growth in wisdom, in self, in love, and in anything we so choose to invest ourselves. Growth is not always easy and it’s sometimes painful. But it also beautiful. It is important to learn to recognize one’s own growth, to stop and take a moment to congratulate ourselves on a job well done. For we have grown and matured into the person we now are and it is only through experience that we got here.

For me, personally, this is a symbol of congratulations from my Team. When I first saw it, I saw only what looked like the letter “U” with a line through it. I thought it was about self-worth and so was prepared to paint it that way. Apparently there was a missing piece (ha! I typed ‘mission’ instead of ‘missing’ by mistake). The center of the symbol was added. I see it as a flower in bloom and it feels appropriate here. Some say that middle age is the time when one finally comes into their own; when they finally begin to live life the way they want to live it rather than the way others expect them to. If the growth cycle of a flower were the analogy here, then middle age would be when the flower finally blooms, finally sharing it’s beauty with the world.

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Practice Sessions Continue with Unsettling Results

I continue to experience some very strange nighttime practice sessions, some of which cause me to wake up feeling very discombobulated. These sessions frequently occur early in the evening for the first few hours after I fall asleep. So far I have not been able to remember what transpires during these sessions other than the strange energy and complete exchange of control to the walk-in. My memory of the exchange is what remains and the feeling that lingers upon waking is so disturbing that I often have to be calmed by my guides.

Last night when I woke around 11:30pm the lingering feeling was so unsettling that I could not find a comfortable position. I felt overheated and my mind was all over the place with thoughts that made no sense. When I tried to remember what had transpired I was left with a total blank other than a Knowing that I had participated in practicing the exchange again and that it was the body’s reaction that was causing the upset in me.

From what I can understand the body has to accept the exchange and these practice sessions give both the walk-in and the body a chance to familiarize themselves with one another. Unlike the walk-along, these brief test periods are displacing me – the walk-out – for a short time while I sleep. Where I go, I don’t know because I can’t remember, but when I return I often wake up very soon after and then experience the residuals of the exchange.

I am not feeling upset whatsoever now, but the feelings I have immediately after these test runs is not a pleasant one. It causes me to feel very powerless and, as you can imagine, that in itself is upsetting. I almost feel ill when I wake as well but it is not a physical feeling really, but more of an energetic one. It’s like my energy body has been stretched or distorted, expanded beyond its normal size.


Energy Fluctuations and Extremes

Also, for the last few days, I’ve been having some intensely powerful energetic fluctuations in my energy centers. Specifically my heart, third-eye and crown chakras. My heart chakra is extremely expanded. So much so that it is unsettling. It feels like I am sending and receiving via my heart. What exactly is being sent/received, I don’t know, but the sensation is a new one.

Interestingly, I am highly energized in general. My mood is elevated and I talk a million miles a minute (or so it seems). What I’m like is exactly how I was when I was in Mt. Shasta last May. It feels like I am throwing sparks of energy in all directions. As a result I’ve been avoiding public places because when I’m this way I become like a beacon of light and am liable to get unwanted attention.

Yet yesterday I went to visit a crystal and gem shop with my daughter. On the 20 minute drive there my heart was blasting and my crown was wide open. This caused me to feel strangely hypnotized by the road, as if it was drawing me into it and I was one with my car and everything. This powerful sensation was scary, though, because I did not want to go OOB and lose control. Somehow I ignored the feeling and was able to avoid a full-on panic attack. There is vague memory of being reassured by my guidance and an awareness of the high energy state as the cause of everything I experienced.

When I went into the shop my heart felt like it was being pummeled with energy to the point that I often had to stop and take deep breaths. I avoided looking at people and interacted only when I had to.

Later in the evening I went out to eat with my husband. I was still experiencing high energy – smiling big and talking fast. It was during this time that I noticed people full-on staring at me. This was men and woman alike. One older woman stared at me, pausing as she walked by our table. I looked up and picked up her thoughts. She felt she knew me somehow but didn’t know from where. As we were leaving I was looking around while talking and laughing. Some guy at a table was staring at me and when our eyes met they locked and it was almost like time paused. I remember not feeling nervous about it and knowing that my Light was attracting people.


Finally, I am noticing an extreme sensitivity to crystals and gemstones. I have been making pendulums with my daughter and testing them out on myself to make sure they work. Usually I barely notice the energy when I test them. Yet lately they create a massive amount of energy that seems to rise up in a dome shape from my palm. The same thing happens if I use them on my body. I have not experienced a response like this to crystals in over a year.



Another feeling is accompanying all these energetic extremes. That unmistakable magnetic pull. It is just there – a Call from Home. It use to be very unsettling for me, containing much upset and resistance, but now it doesn’t. Instead it feels more like I am recognizing mySelf. It’s like, “Oh, there you are.” Considering this soul exchange is very much tied to Union or Wholeness, I suspect that is why the feeling was so prominent this morning. I am just grateful that it resulted in a happy feeling and there was no resistance on my part. I completely accepted the feeling without condition or analysis of what it might mean. There was no jumping to conclusions or asking for an explanation because no explanation is needed.



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Painting in Acrylic

I am posting this painting without a name. I have no idea what it’s message is yet. It is sitting here by my computer and has been ever since its completion about a five days ago.

This is longest a painting has gone without telling me its name. I am beginning to think it has no name. Maybe it should be called “Nothing” or “No Name”. lol But then it most definitely is something, but what? Possibility? Potential? The unknown?

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On my computer I gave it a file name of “Not sure”. LOL Perhaps the name should be “Uncertainty”?

When I was painting this symbol it came to me spontaneously. It wasn’t provided in a dream or vision, it just came to me. The colors, however, did come to me in a dream. In the dream, a friend of mine gave me a message on a piece of brightly colored paper. On top of the colors were symbols I couldn’t remember upon waking. So the colors in the painting came from that dream. The next morning the friend posted on FB about numbers, patterns and number sequences and our connection to them. So perhaps the painting’s name should be “Patterns” or “Synchronicity”?

As you can see, I am still undecided. I suppose it will eventually give me it’s name. Until then, I will continue to call it “Not sure”.

Would love to hear your names suggestions or if any of the above names seem to resonate with the symbol for you. Thanks!

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LL Transmission: Allowing and Letting Go

Transmission in the Language of Light to assist with allowing and letting go.

Source: the Pleiades.

One of the most challenging aspects of life is learning to let go, to move on, to stop fighting, to just allow and Be without judgement or expectation. This LL incites calm in the listener while evoking within them a willingness to be more receptive and allowing of their life circumstances, whatever they may be.



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