Sharing an experience with you all because of the distinctly different personality that I contacted in the experience.
My new guides, as you know, are of the E.T. sort and have been approaching me nightly for the last few nights. Last night I was reprimanded for being too “distracted” from my mission. It was more of a reminder, really, than a reprimand, and I did not take offense or experience any emotional reaction other than to recognize and accept my foolishness. This lack of upset or reaction in itself is out of character for me. However, what was really strange is how my mission felt to me despite not having specific memories of what my mission is. I felt regimented, like a soldier who was reporting to their commander and being reminded to stay on mission. It was such a sudden, strong beingness and it came completely naturally. It is only now, after almost 24hours and some inspection, that I recognize the very distinctness of it.
In recognizing this change in myself, I must admit I got nervous because I know without a doubt that this is the walk-in personality emerging and so it makes the soul exchange that much more real. It IS happening! The beingness of this part of me is so completely alien to me (pun intended here lol) yet at the same time I know it is me. I am that soldier. I have a mission and I can’t get distracted and go on tangents here and there. The memory of preparing to come here (Earth) was tangible, though unspecific. It was more of a feeling of multiple warnings to not allow the human experience to swallow me up. In these warnings, I was reminded that Earth was created as a vacation spot – a place to splurge in the pleasures of feeling. The temptations are many and the potential for misuse and abuse is high. I had become distracted by this body and the sensations it offered me. Ha! That is not me at all. I guess it is now……
I must admit, the experience of the Union and the subsequent blissful episodes along with the alignment and reactivation of my lower three chakras has awakened me to my body all over again. It is hard to reign it all in. I have never had this problem before. It is easy to fall victim to this human body and the sensations it comes with. It is even harder when my heart is exploding with bliss! And every time I communicate with my new guides I contact that bliss, though only slightly. I am grateful of the substantial muting of the heart connection they are providing me at this time. I understand this is a lesson and part of my mission, but when the bliss comes on I lose functionality. How can They expect me to not be distracted by it!?
Thankfully, after the reminder my thoughts were reigned in immediately. My mind went into quiet mode and all chakra sensation ceased. We’ll see how long I can keep it up. Anymore heart bliss and I am doomed.