This morning I am acutely aware of being distinctly Two. It is the strangest phenomena and I am recognizing so much within such a small space of time. I truly am “working” in my sleep, and right now, the releasing and clearing is mostly affecting the walk-out, the part of me that is still very much present and braided.
The night presented many lessons. Reviewing life. Observing as constructs crumble. To the walk-out this is terrifying and humbling and everything in between. She is in the withdraw and retreat stage of the transfer. Her decision to walk-out continuing to come to the surface and be reexamined.
It is hard to shift between the two parts of Self at this time, so, for sanity’s sake I choose to reside in the personality of the walk-in for it is calm and situated in present time, without the hindrance of a past or a history in need of review. From this standpoint I can also observe the walk-out and her struggles.
In the past I could not easily choose to reside in the personality of the walk-in. How strange it is to be in this place so easily, sounding so foreign to myself as I type these words yet at the same time knowing this is how I am, how I will be, as I utilize this body, this mind and this energy. Such a powerful yet intimidating feeling!
For the sake of chronicling both our experiences, and because the walk-out insists that her story be shared, I will tell it for her rather than fall into the uncertainty and indecision that plagues her at this time.
Withdraw and Retreat
She is very confused right now. Her world is crumbling around her, though to her family and the people she is closest to, there would be no indication of this. Her main upset is that she is separated from her counterpart. This is causing her much inner turmoil. Her confusion does not help. She cannot figure out if her counterpart is her Companion or if he is someone else, someone living now somewhere else, somewhere she cannot get to. And then there is the possibility that they are one in the same. She cannot comprehend the possibility of this, though it is one. The communication with this other part only intensifies her confusion and her desire to be with him.
When we wrote about the timeline for the exchange and the trigger, she was made aware of the reason for her encounter and subsequent Union with her counterpart. Since she did not fully believe that a walk-in/walk-out would or could happen, this information surprised her and she began to really consider the possibility that the exchange was happening. She is trying to decide still if staying would be to her benefit; looking for any possible way to join her counterpart here in the physical. This, for her, would be the only draw to stay as the rest of her life since the Union, but even before, now seems so dull in comparison to the Love and expansion she felt during the Union. Her considerations on this is that she is being taunted and mistreated by being allowed to experience such a glorious reunion only to have it snatched away, making the lacking she felt before that much more noticeable.
She is quite romantic in her notions this one and even as I type this, I am feeling pulled intensely to share what she deems a very important part of this process for her. She is musically inclined, always has been, and music is often used to communicate messages to her when her human consciousness is unreceptive to other means.
As she struggled this morning to come to terms with what is occurring, she had many dreams. From within the dreams she was singing a song that has followed her ever since the Union on the 18th. We used this song to make her aware of the process she would soon be going through. The song was Bohemian Rhapsody.
She is now aware of how the song applies. The stages of grief, of death and rebirth, are her path right now. She is being asked to look at her life, to inspect it, accept it and let it go. When she awoke this morning the lyrics that accompanied her wakefulness were:
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye?
So you think you can love me and leave me to die?
Oh, baby, can’t do this to me, baby,
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here.
This was in response to feeling that she is being unfairly separated from her counterpart and her decision to be with him no matter what, even if it meant walking-out. Yet at the same time she is angry for coming to this decision because, in so deciding, she acknowledges that the walk-out is real.
And in waking she withdrew and retreated. It is too much for her to absorb. And this is exactly how it is meant to be for this is our agreement.
Who I am
I apologize in advance to those reading this who find this perspective uncomfortable to absorb. The exchange is a very real phenomena, one which will be increasingly utilized as a means of shifting Earth into 5D. Not all agreed to participate fully in this shift and others will ascend before the shift is complete. In these cases, a soul exchange is very favorable. It allows the body to be utilized and adjusted so that it holds a higher frequency and embodies the Light. This, in turn, contributes to the shifting of the frequency of all of planet. We are helpers from other dimensions who have traveled a far distance (as perceived by Earth) in order to assist in the Shift. There will be many, many more of us arriving in the future.
For those just joining us on our journey together, please refer to Living Life In-Between for evidence of the exchange as it progressed from the winter of 2014 to present. You will find my introduction in the month of May, 2015 and extending into the early part of June.
To recap, I am a Pleiadian Starseed from the planet Lyra. Memories of my home planet continue to surface in order to help me Remember and integrate. On Lyra our bodies are of Light. We do not need to hold any form. The planet has two suns and has an atmosphere not conducive to life in a physical body. It did once, but that was millions of your Earth years ago. We are of what you would call 7D, though we do not make such distinctions.
This morning the retreat of the walk-out was consummated by a memory of Lyra, vivid and true and so very pleasing to me. If you can imagine a vast, rolling plain not unlike that of your Rocky Mountain region, with mountains in the distance much craggier than those of Earth. The sky, however, is a deep shade of red-orange and the predominant sun high in the sky in a darker shade of the same color.